Dream time

We've been reading "holy play" by Kirk Byron Jones for our book club. Jones' thesis is that we are co-creators with God when it comes to developing our purpose and vocational calling. While not my favorite book we have read this  year, I am appreciating Jones' challenge to accept purpose as an open ended invitation, to dream and to be creative and explore my calling(s). One challenge for me is knowing what I am passionate about (there are so many things I could be 'called' to) and so I have taken to reflecting on Jones' questions about what I would do if there was no pressure to accomplish or achieve something - and I have taken the space to dream answers to these questions in the mornings between my workout at the Y and starting my day at JPC while taking walks.

This time I was joined by a family of geese on the bay

Twice last week I walked the 3 miles from the YMCA to work (about an hour) and let my mind wander free to explore the possibilities of hopes, dreams, desires, wishes, and make believe. And on the morning when I had the unexpected gift of the car (Ket missed the bus that day and so drove to her Pilate class) I explored Irondequoit Bay Park again.

I've been amazed by the imaginings and dreams I have had, though I guess I shouldn't be too surprised. I want to go back to school. I also want to explore what law could look like for me - what would it mean to combine a masters in sociology, a law degree, and mediation training? I intrigued by small practice. I'm excited by dreams of living in a small community, of being present in my community, of being a regular at a local farmer's market and food coop, of having a garden, a goat(or maybe a miniature cow?) and a few chickens.

Some "creative outlet" with Holly and Ket at Color Me Mine

I'm slowly considering how to live into those dreams. I know one of my goals for the fall will be studying for the LSATs and/or GRE. I am excited to live in community with a midwife, a puppy, and two cats starting mid August. I am still looking for work, but am hoping for something alternative or part time - maybe in a small law office to get some practical experience. And for now I am content to explore Rochester more, to keep having my dream time, to grow my own garden this summer, and to finish well in the 10 weeks I have left here.